Creatives

So, this is my work. I'm just creating vectors of different fashion photos I find on the internet, so this work is not that impressive. But still, I'm very proud of it. I feel like I'm getting better and better each day, and I will not stop until.. well, never. I'll be practicing forever, thank you very much. Haha!

Now, it's an apple. It's very symbolic as it represents the start of my (hopefully) many journeys in digital painting. I'm studying from an artist's tutorials in http://www.enliighten.com and man, he's awesome. He goes by the name Daarken, and oh my God he's amazing! And very helpful, too. With these tutorials, my digital painting skill (if I ever do have one) is improving, slowly yet evident.

Then there it is, my excuse. I'm busy with improving my art skills, so I'm not posting stuff in here anymore. I don't have followers in this site, so I'm just apologizing to myself, actually. Sorry, self. 

Thesis It!

Well, not actually IT. I'm still working on my chapter 1, the introduction to be exact. I'm not sure if it's because of the overrated reviews of the graduates, or just me and my lack of proper English skills, but it was challenging to do the introduction. Oh, I'm sorry, that "was" was supposed to be "is". I'm still in war, people. This introduction's not finished yet. And my Hitler Thesis adviser(the super dean) will still check this. I'm expecting the results of her proofreading will be my words encircled like crazy.

This is my second try, actually. Just look at my first paper:

It clearly didn't go so well. So, here I am making this introduction as beautiful as my energy tonight possibly can, hoping that there will be less remarks this time. Now, here's my face just for the little vain lady in me.

And here's some music for your happiness.. or mine.. or neither.

Now, shoo!

The Third Year

As challenging as every college year should be, my third year in UST had been more exhausting than the first two. I've experienced sleeping in school (against my will), walking in a deserted UST at 3AM, cramming during hell week, giving up on life, and forgotten more. But, I think it's all worth it. What's school without the terror professors that sucks the life out of you? I don't know about you, but my experiences are my best teachers.

Finishing my third year, would also be marking three years of being with my classmates. I was lucky to see different personalities in different people in one room. And for the last three years, I had a glimpse of what their personalities are like. Some are bad, some are good, and some people are to be trusted, and some are not.

Well, I'm not really sure if I did really finish my third year. I'm in danger of failing in one class that is relevant in graduating on time. Meaning, if I did fail this subject, I'd be graduating on, if lucky, 2014. It's unfair, really. I did my work, I did it on time, but I guess that's not really enough. If you're destined to fail, whatever you do, you will surely fail. That's right, I believe in destiny.

Ah, it's summer, and it is hot. My internship will start soon, and I'm going to spend my worthless days on Facebook and Twitter until then. I have no life. That's what college does to you. Well, to me, at least.

Loving Montgomery Tan

I'm blogging not because I'm sad. I'm typing this now because I want to share to the worldwide web, how lucky I am to have Montgomery F. Tan as my boyfriend.

I still can't believe that I actually got you. I mean, all I can remember was me having a crush on you. But then, here you are. Telling me you'll be with me as long as you can. And I actually believe you, because I can feel it. When you say it, it's true.

Our relationship is somehow still new, so I can't really say that the last 4 months had been nothing but sweet sailing. Actually, our road had been full of bumps. We're actually in a fight right now. These fights had been going on and on and on and we're both fed up with this crap. But, I think, we both have accepted that we have to get through this to be better as a couple. We both learn from all these, and we try our best not to make things out of hand. We try to solve problems together. We adjust for each other.

What's special about our fights is that I'm confident that it's for the improvement of the two of us, as individuals and as a couple. And that's just one of the many many many reasons why I love being with that Chinese nigga.

He makes me happy.. happiest, maybe. Not just with his humor, but also the genuineness in him. Monty had been the best boyfriend I could possibly have. He never fails to make my heart smile whenever I'm with him. Even when we are in fights, I can still feel the love that he has for me. And the little things he does reassures me that I'm with the right man.

We're not a perfect couple, but it feels like it. Loving Monty gives me the feeling that I am doing something right. I'm on the right path. I can trust him with my life now.

Trust had never been an issue for us. I trust Monty so much, that whatever people may think or say, I'd actually believe his side of the story. I'm not hearing rumors right now, but in case that happens, I trust Monty to say nothing but the truth to me. Because I know he trusts me, too.

We, as a couple, is at its strongest right now, I think. No matter how vulnerable we are of each other, the love that we have keeps gluing things up for us. And we're thankful. Because we're not planning on breaking up anytime soon.. well, at this point.. not ever.

We're becoming so dependent on each other already. And it's okay, because I'm confident that this is it. We're made for each other, and I choose to be with him 'til the end. This is the man I'm going to marry. This is the man I want to grow old with. I'll never leave your side, Motby, as long as I can.

The road we had taken on is still short, and I don't know what challenges may come for us in the future. But I know that whatever it is, Monty and I will face it together. And we'll try our very best to keep our relationship strong and firm. We shall not let things that don't matter destroy what we have: love.

Eargasm

Fun ft. Janelle Monae - We Are Young



Everyone should listen to this song. I don't know why, but I feel like the song speaks to me. And to whoever feels the same way, I can be the one to carry you home ;) We are young, and we should make the most out of our youth, yes?

Ben Folds ft. Regina Spektor - You Don't Know Me



Ben Folds is an awesome songwriter, and this song of his is one of my favorites. This song's a personal choice because well, you don't know me. And I don't think anyone knows me really well.. except my best friends. They're the shit.

Estelle ft. Kanye West - American Boy



Can't really relate to this song, but Estelle is awesome. I don't think I'd ever be fed up with this song. I strongly recommend that you download Estelle's album "Shine" :>

Jack Johnson ft. Lebo - Bubble Toes



You can't help but sing to this song. From the first word to the last, this song is catchy as hell. I've been singing this song for months now.. ever since I heard it from Glee. Yea, I'm a gleek. And I can just imagine Mike Chang dancing everytime I listen to this song.. and then I'd dance, too.

Jill Scott - Hate On Me



I didn't know that this song's old T_T Eh, I still love it. I'm not a supporter of fat people, but this one.. I praise Jill Scott. This song is full of hatred for the haters.. which is okay because they deserve it anyway. This is good music, guys.

John Mayer - Stop This Train



Jonh Mayer is awesome. He had been with me ever since I heard him from my brother's speakers. This particular song's the most recent song of his that really spoke to me. It gave me hope and assurance that everything is going as it's supposed to be. Sometimes I really wished to stop time and correct the mistakes I've done, but what most of us don't realize is that, our mistakes are part of who we are. It's a part of what we're made of.

The First Post

My previous blog was.. shall I say, depressing. So, I've decided to make a blog that's just about anything but my depressing thoughts. If in the future, I'd want to blog about my sadness, I'd post it in my previous blog. Yep, that sad site will still be alive and running.

To start off my not sad blog, I shall post about people who makes my everyday life happy.

So, my life changed when this boy entered my life. I love this boy. He's the kindest person, and the sweetest, too. Even without much effort, I know, and I can just feel that he loves me as much as he can possibly love someone. I'm very lucky to be an important part of his life, because he wasn't really searching for something like this when we started hanging out. And it's mainly because he spends his time thinking about games. And now I feel so guilty because I've been taking a lot of time from him. He says it's okay, but I just know that it's not. You can't believe how much his games mean to him. I can't imagine how much of a sacrifice it is when he chooses to go shopping with me than to play his games. It's one of the things that reminds me that I'm one lucky lady. Self-esteem's not my thing, so I can't really understand why this awesome boy is in love with me.

Being with Monty made me build better friendships with these guys. This group of people are the funniest people. You can't fail to have a great time everytime you spend time with them. They make my school days so much better, and happier.

Maya and Shene are the most awesome people I know. I can't imagine how my life in school would be without them. We may bully each other sometimes, but I know we can count on each other, like sisters. Yes, they're my long lost sisters. I'm in love with them. With them, I know I can be myself in any way I know. We three have this F.O. Immunity, so I know I'll be friends with them as long as I live.

So, I just realized I have no picture with the ube gang :( The ube gang is where I always end up when staying late in school. These people don't know how to go home early =)) They're the bullies of my life :'( :))) I have always enjoyed spending time with them, from RockBand, to just staying at one place together.

SMSg. They're the people who brought me up when I was at my lowest. I'm saddened by the fact that I was so unappreciative of them when we were in High School. I was so distracted by people I once considered the best. People may think that history's repeating itself again, but no. Never will I allow myself to ignore these people's awesomeness anymore. I will not let anyone destroy the friendship that I have built with these people. We may not see each other as much as before, but we know deep inside ourselves that our friendship is beyond people that enjoy hanging out with each other. It's something much more than that. It's growing up with each other, and being together whatever may happen. It's being there for each other through ups and downs. It's getting drunk together while taking care of each other. I may not be the most important person in this group of people, but I feel so special, and important whenever I'm with them. And I can't even imagine how my life would be without them.

A post filled with the people I love. A great way to start a blog, don't you think?