I'm blogging not because I'm sad. I'm typing this now because I want to share to the worldwide web, how lucky I am to have Montgomery F. Tan as my boyfriend.
I still can't believe that I actually got you. I mean, all I can remember was me having a crush on you. But then, here you are. Telling me you'll be with me as long as you can. And I actually believe you, because I can feel it. When you say it, it's true.
Our relationship is somehow still new, so I can't really say that the last 4 months had been nothing but sweet sailing. Actually, our road had been full of bumps. We're actually in a fight right now. These fights had been going on and on and on and we're both fed up with this crap. But, I think, we both have accepted that we have to get through this to be better as a couple. We both learn from all these, and we try our best not to make things out of hand. We try to solve problems together. We adjust for each other.
What's special about our fights is that I'm confident that it's for the improvement of the two of us, as individuals and as a couple. And that's just one of the many many many reasons why I love being with that Chinese nigga.
He makes me happy.. happiest, maybe. Not just with his humor, but also the genuineness in him. Monty had been the best boyfriend I could possibly have. He never fails to make my heart smile whenever I'm with him. Even when we are in fights, I can still feel the love that he has for me. And the little things he does reassures me that I'm with the right man.
We're not a perfect couple, but it feels like it. Loving Monty gives me the feeling that I am doing something right. I'm on the right path. I can trust him with my life now.
Trust had never been an issue for us. I trust Monty so much, that whatever people may think or say, I'd actually believe his side of the story. I'm not hearing rumors right now, but in case that happens, I trust Monty to say nothing but the truth to me. Because I know he trusts me, too.
We, as a couple, is at its strongest right now, I think. No matter how vulnerable we are of each other, the love that we have keeps gluing things up for us. And we're thankful. Because we're not planning on breaking up anytime soon.. well, at this point.. not ever.
We're becoming so dependent on each other already. And it's okay, because I'm confident that this is it. We're made for each other, and I choose to be with him 'til the end. This is the man I'm going to marry. This is the man I want to grow old with. I'll never leave your side, Motby, as long as I can.
The road we had taken on is still short, and I don't know what challenges may come for us in the future. But I know that whatever it is, Monty and I will face it together. And we'll try our very best to keep our relationship strong and firm. We shall not let things that don't matter destroy what we have: love.
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